Coming Out Of The Toronto Deception
The following is a
telling admission by a former Toronto Vineyard pastor, about the
excesses and deception of what was dubbed the Toronto Blessing. Renewed
Christians flocked to
Toronto
like Catholics have made pilgrimages to
Lourdes
or Medjugorje in search of healing, or like Muslims flock to
Mecca.
One of the early
warnings in Exodus is not to follow the crowd in doing wrong. But then,
the crowd doesn’t think it is doing wrong. It thinks it is
right. The sheep instinct is a very strong pull.
Deception is often hard
to recognise. Otherwise it would not be deception. And harder still it
is for many to come out of, being protected by pride and a reluctance to
be corrected or humbled. Yet that is the principal reason God permits
it. He consigns people to error and delusion, that He might eventually
have mercy on all – all, that is, who are willing to humble themselves
and repent.
It takes courage to
make such a move, but it is a sign of a true believer. There is no other
route into the
Kingdom
of God, other than repentance and turning away from heresy and false
practice.
It is the prophets’ lot
to call believers to repentance where they are out of step with God. And
God sends prophets to sound the alarm, even though the majority of
believers don’t accept them or heed their words. The true prophets are
lone voices ‘on the hills’, shut out of the assemblies, consigned to
ignominy and ignoble deprecation.
Yet their warnings come
from a true heart that cares for those trapped by delusion and the
devil’s cunning. God gives them discernment.
Between 1994 and 2000,
I observed the Toronto phenomenon from a distance, read what others
related, and allowed God to lead my mind to understand. I wrote up my
findings in various articles that are now compiled under one cover in
Testing The Spirits.
I explained that the
Toronto
‘Blessing’ was a phenomenon which God instigated, but which rapidly
degenerated into an experiential, fleshly, demonic pit. Where
people do not want full truth, God sends a strong (demonic) delusion
that they may believe a lie:
The coming of the lawless one is according to the working
of Satan, with all power, signs, and lying wonders, and with all
unrighteous deception among those who perish, because they did not
receive the love of the truth, that they might be saved. And for
this reason God will send them strong delusion that
they might believe the lie, that they all may be condemned who did
not believe the truth but had pleasure in unrighteousness (2 Thes
2:9-12).
[Introduction by
Malcolm B Heap.]
The following account is by Paul Gowdy, formerly a Toronto
Vineyard pastor:
It has taken me nine
years to actually come to the place where I would write this story. Part
of the reason was because I was not fully convinced that it is
appropriate to speak out against weaknesses in the body of Christ
publicly. [But how else can you warn gullible sheep?] Another reason is
because it has taken years of soul searching to become convinced that
what happened in the Toronto Airport Church was actually all bad or at
least more bad than good!
For the past number of
years I have called it a mixed blessing. I think James A. Beverly called
it this in his book Holy Laughter and the Toronto Blessing 1994.
Today I would call it a mixed curse concluding that any individual good
that came from this experience is far outweighed by much harm and
satanic deception. I suppose that therein has been my dilemma. I have
tried to live my life in the fear of the Lord and Jesus told us that the
unforgivable sin is the blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. Attributing to
Satan what was in fact a work of God. [The unforgivable sin is a
deliberate malicious accusation, not one made mistakenly in innocent
ignorance.] If pressed as to whether or not the Toronto blessing is all
God or all Devil I will still be hedgy, but I am convinced that Satan
has used this experience to blind people to the historical doctrines of
God, to produce fruit in keeping with repentance, to failing to test and
discern the spirits and failing to test prophecy.
After three years of
being in the thick of the Toronto blessing our Vineyard assembly in
Scar- borough (East Toronto) just about self-destructed. We devoured one another, with
gossip, backstabbing, division, sects, criticism etc. After three years
of 'soaking,' praying for people, shaking, rolling, laughing, roaring,
ministering at TACF (Toronto Airport Christian Fellowship) on their
prayer team, leading worship at TACF, preaching at TACF, basically
living at TACF, we were the most carnal, immature and deceived
Christians that I know. I remember saying to my friend and senior pastor
at Scarborough Vineyard Church in 1997 that ever since the Toronto
blessing came we have just about fallen to bits! He agreed!
[1]
My experience has been
that the manifestation of spiritual gifts mentioned in 1st Corinthians
12 was much more common in our assembly before January 1994 (when the
Toronto blessing started) than during this period of supposed Holy
Spirit visitation.
During 1992-1993 when
praying for people we would experience what I believe was genuine
prophecy, deliverance and much grace and favour from the Lord. After the
Toronto Blessing started, all ministry time changed, the only prayers
were 'More Lord, MORE', the shouting of 'Fire', the jerky shaking of the
body with the 'ooh ooh OOH WOOOAAH' prayer. (I kid you not!)
On January 20th 1994
about 15 people from our church traveled over to Toronto Airport
Vineyard in order to listen to Randy Clark, a Vineyard pastor from the
USA. John Arnott had called our senior pastor to invite us. He
communicated that Randy had been to the Rodney Howard Browne[2]
meetings and that the stuff had broken out in his church in the
following weeks. John was hoping that something might break out with us
too. We were only too happy to travel over. We were a church plant out
of the Toronto Airport and we started in 1992. In those days there were
three Vineyard Churches in Toronto. One Down Town church, Scarborough
Vineyard church to the east, and the Airport church. We were one big
happy family. Because we were small in number we did special meetings,
conferences etc, together.
The year before, most
of our leadership teams joined and had headed to Nicaragua for a short
term missions trip. We had genuine love and fellowship with each other.
Since leaving the Vineyard churches I have read a fair bit of analysis
from the critics. Some make out that the Toronto Blessing was one huge
conspiracy to lead the body of Christ into heresy. Heresy and apostasy I
suspect may well be the result, but none of these destinations were
intentional. I am honestly convinced that the leaders in the Vineyard
churches are genuine born-again Christians who love the Lord, but have
fallen into deception.[3]
They have not loved the Lord enough to keep His commandments. They have
failed to obey the scriptures and have been led astray by our longing
for something bigger and brighter and more exciting and dynamic. I am
guilty of this sin also. I have preached renewal in Korea, the United
Kingdom, the USA and here in Canada. I am genuinely repentant and in
writing this story I would ask you the bride and body of Christ to
forgive me. Especially the Pentecostal / Charismatic Christians among
you, for you are my immediate family theologically. I am an evangelical
Christian, I always have been but I do not believe in the cessation of
the spiritual gifts at the end of the apostolic era. I believe that it
was my evangelical roots (my family are Baptists and I was born again in
the Presbyterian Church.) that started to open my eyes to problems with
this so called renewal. In hindsight I look back and think how could I
have been so blind? I laughed at people acting like dogs and pretending
to urinate on the columns of the TACF building. I watched people pretend
to be animals, bark, roar, cluck, pretend to fly as if they had wings,
perpetually act drunk and sing silly songs. How I thought that any of
this was from the Holy Spirit of God amazes me today. It was loud
irreverent and blasphemous to the Holy God of the Bible. I suppose in my
mind I reasoned that as long as they did not teach any thing in direct
violation to scripture then it was what we called the exotic. This is a
buzz word for manifestations that could not be justified from a biblical
perspective. I was taught from the pulpit that we had two options. The
order of the nursery full of life and messy, or the order of the
graveyard, very orderly but dead! As a young immature pastor I wanted
life with mess. I failed to remember that God wants us to become mature
and grow up in him. I became disconcerted by the prophetic words that
came forth especially one by Carol Arnott in which she had her bride
experience where she was taken into the very presence of Jesus and said
that the love that she experienced was even better than sex! I was
shocked in my spirit and thought how can one compare the love of God
with sex? When we suspected that demons were running riot in our
services John Arnott would teach that we should ask are they coming or
going. If they are leaving then that is ok! John would defend the chaos
by saying that we ought not be afraid of being deceived, if we have
asked the Holy Spirit to come and fill us then how could Satan come and
deceive us? This would make Satan very strong and God very weak! He said
that we needed to have more faith in a Big God to protect us than in a
Big Devil to deceive us.
This sounded very
convincing but was totally contrary to scripture for Jesus and Paul and
Peter and John all warn us about the power of deceiving spirits and
especially so in the last days. Again we did not love God enough to obey
His Word and the result was that we opened ourselves up to lying
spirits. May God have mercy upon us!
Finally the penny
dropped for me as I was rolling around one night 'drunk in the Spirit'
as we would say. I started singing and as I rolled around the floor the
Nursery Rhyme 'Mary had a little lamb its fleece was white as snow' came
to mind. I sang this in a mocking spirit and instantly my heart told me
this was a demon. [The demon was mocking Jesus.] Instantly I repented
and was in total shock. How could a demon get into me? Did I not love
God? Was I not zealous for the things of God? Was I not nuts about
Jesus? I knew that an unclean spirit had just manifested through me and
I was guilty of great sin. After this experience I stayed away from TACF.
I did not go back there any more. I did not possess the conviction to
denounce the whole experience but thought that we were failing to pastor
the Blessing well enough.
Even after I stopped
going over to TACF, I had to pastor the fruit of it. One example was
when some of our people returned from a meeting there asking us if we
had all received the golden sword of the Lord? I asked them what they
were talking about thinking that it was some prophetic reference to the
Holy Scriptures but they said, 'no, it's not the Bible, it's an
invisible golden sword that only the really pure can receive.’ If taken
in an unrighteous fashion then the Lord would kill you. But if you are
holy enough to receive it then you can wield this sword and it will heal
AIDS, Cancer etc. and bring salvation. How one wielded this sword was by
pretending to have this invisible sword in your hand and motioning to
strike people with it when in prayer! I thought while even in deception
at this time that the TACF had become Looney bins! This was purportedly
first received by Carol Arnott and then given to the ones holy enough to
receive it! Another thing was the golden fillings in the teeth. We had
people in our assembly peeping down one another's throats looking for
the gold fillings that God had placed there to show how much he loved
them!
In all my time there I
only heard one message on repentance given by a visiting speaker from
Hong Kong named Jackie Pullinger. It went over like a lead balloon. We
were not there to repent, we were there to party in the Lord! After one
year into the blessing I spoke out at a pastors meeting and said 'guys
we have shaken, rattled, rolled, laughed cried and bought the tee-shirt.
But we have no revival, no salvation, no fruit and no increased
evangelism so what's the deal?' I was soundly rebuked – who was I to
expect to see fruit when the Lord was healing his broken people? We had
been legalistic long enough and God was spending this time restoring his
wounded and freeing us from legalism, I was told not to push the Lord
and the harvest would come in his time.'
I knew this was wrong
because the Lord had commanded us to go into all the earth and make
disciples! Not that everyone should take a sabbatical for who knows how
long, while God does some strange new thing! Ultimately I left over
something as controversial as the ordination of women. Personally I
believe from scripture that women should not be pastors/elders in a
local assembly. I could be wrong on this[4]
and there is much debate in the Church today but that is my conviction
and in the Vineyard churches they were ordaining all the pastors' wives
to co-pastor with them. I am certainly for women in ministry but believe
that the elder / pastor role in a local assembly has been reserved for
men. I did not write scripture but God willing I will have the grace
from now on to obey it.
So there is my story. I
could go on and document much excess, folly, sin and latter day reign
[rain?] teaching that manifest from the prophetic end of this Blessing
but others have already done that. We sang about Joel's army and the
billion soul revival as if it were one of the Ten Commandments, and as
always it was just around the corner. Next month, next year etc. Jesus
said that when the son of man returns will he find faith upon the earth?
And if he did not return when he will, no flesh would be saved, but for
the sake of the elect he comes. This is a far cry from the dominionism
that is being taught all through the vineyard / prophetic / spiritual
warfare movement. I honestly think that they think they are going to
take over the whole world! While in the Vineyard I embraced a life verse
from the Apostle Paul – the phrase do not go beyond what is written!
To finish I just want
to say sorry for the damage, that I have personally done by teaching
things that are not correct biblically. I repent before men as I already
have before God. I will not excuse my falling into deception. I did not
bother to test things when the scriptures commanded us to do so.
Everyone who was there when this thing started knows that what I write
is true, they would just come to different conclusions especially if
they are still promoting the 'river!'
To those in the river I
would say swim out, there are things living in the water that will bite
you real good! I love the people of TACF and the Vineyard movement but I
think that we have much to answer for and may the Lord open your eyes
sooner rather than later. I suspect that when this letter goes online I
will get bombarded by emails from both camps, some damning me for still
believing in the ministry of the Holy Spirit and still walking in
deception and some old friends damning me for exposing dirt or being
negative about the Lord’s anointed! Well, the Lord knows my heart and by
his grace he will guide me into all truth as I seek to know Christ and
him crucified! If you believe that I walk in sin and error please pray
for me that the Lord would forgive me and open my eyes. I will study the
word to show myself a workman approved! I would call on all who read
this to pray that the Lord would open the eyes of all who have been
involved in this deception. Whether leader or follower, we are loved and
the Lord is a forgiving God. He says if we confess our sins he is
faithful and just to forgive us our sins and purify us from all
unrighteousness.
I believe we are like
the church in
Laodicea,
we think that we are rich, have prospered and need nothing, we do not
realise that we are wretched, pitiable, poor, blind and naked. We must
take the Counsel of Jesus and buy gold refined in the fire (which is his
suffering, not a false spirit!), white garments to clothe our shameful
nakedness and salve for our eyes that we might see again. Jesus is
calling us to repentance and thank the Lord that he is, for it will lead
us to true restoration with our Father! If God has forgiven me and
opened my eyes then he can do it for all those caught in deception too.
I will finish with a warning from Paul, he says if you think you are
standing firm be careful lest you fall.
Sincerely, Paul Gowdy.
Paul Gowdy's article ©
2004-2006. Discernment Ministries Inc. All Rights Reserved.
www.discernment-ministries.org/TheTorontoDeception.htm
Some Testimonies
1. About being
"drunk", my humble testimony:
I remember quite
well in 1993, a few days after knowing Jesus and being baptised in the
Spirit: I spent the whole day praising and worshipping Jesus, at work,
in the street, even in the train on my way back home, I was so full of
the joy of salvation, my heart filled with tremendous gratefulness. So,
at the end of the day when I arrived at my parents home, a strange thing
happened, I could not walk correctly anymore, it was as if I was drunk,
really. And my parents were mighty puzzled. I was full with joy and
could hardly stand on my feet. I believe it was a sign for my parents [I
was an alcoholic before knowing Jesus and they had worried so many times
about that and cried to God for me.] It was in 1993 and nobody in France
knew anything about Toronto at this time. The year after, we have seen
the huge difference, between a real joy that comes from the Lord and the
laughing phenomenon that began to disturb the meetings.
At times, God can
bless His children in an unusual way, but these things should not be
taught [sought for their own sake].... No wonder we Christians can be
victims of delusion, because the Holy way is not preached and therefore
Christians don't walk in the Holy way. There is so much joy on this way,
though. Debonnaire
2. A friend of mine
with a powerful ministry delivered a very high up warlock out of the
occult. The warlock, after being born again, was evicted from Howard
Browne's meeting because he challenged him publicly. When asked by my
friend later why he did it, the warlock responded by saying that he was
deceiving the people because he was moving in the same manifestations
and spirit that they moved in in the occult.
The higher levels of
the occult know about this counterfeit Holy Ghost (called Asherah, or
the daughter of Egypt; Jeremiah 46). Psalm 119 is counterfeited in the
occult where they use 22 tarot cards to represent the 22 stanzas of 8
verses of Psalm 119. A few of the tarot cards depict this woman, who is
discussed on occult websites. Also the woman riding the beast in
Revelation 17. Do a search on Google on Psalm 119 and tarot and you will
be amazed what you will find.
Finally on songs, in
the church I was pastoring, I used to do all this new Hillsong modern
music abominations in 2004. We went into a season of extended prayer and
seeking the face of God on getting a breakthrough. One of the first
things he did was speak to us about bringing back the old songs (hymns,
Scripture in Song) which challenged me at the time because I felt we
were going backwards. He gave Jeremiah 6:16 about restoring the ancient
paths, the good old way. Once we did it, the presence of God and
anointing increased in our services. We saw a cripple healed soon
afterwards and similar miracles. God Bless. Warren
3. I had the
opportunity to attend a Rodney Howard- Browne meeting at Christian City
Church, Sydney in 1998. I was a new Christian at the time. To this day I
have never seen a more powerful display of spiritual power. The night
started out with some reasonable preaching of the gospel mixed with a
call to Joel's army and a hint of dominionism to pull on the pride of
man. In the mean time there where out breaks of sardonic laughter from
individual women in the crowd that sounded like you would expect from a
witch. (I believe they were satanic plants). After an altar call for
salvation with those going forward for counselling, which the people
there were honestly seeking to help people, then the "party" started.
Different songs were led by Rodney – ‘we’re drinking of the new wine’
and from memory he spoke of or sung about being the Holy Ghost
bar-tender.
Things got pretty
bad once the music was paused for different spectaculars, so to speak,
of people being slain in waves across the room filled with approx 1,500
people. I didn't see people crawling or barking but the laughter was
uncontrol- able and the stand-out thing was the contortion of some
people’s bodies was weird. One guy was so bad I thought he was seriously
handicapped but after the show, I looked over at this guy as he was
leaving and he now looked totally normal...
After my personal
research while being a new Christian and thirsty for the truth I feel
that this drinking deal has a Bacchanite root. Bacchus or Baccus is the
god of wine and was celebrated with drunken orgies. While doing my
research I feel this root is a big player in a lot of the big name hard
rock bands like Kiss and AC DC that infected many during the late 70's &
80's. These bands like the Beatles and Rolling Stones have done a deal
with Satan to find their platform, fame and riches, much like the
apostates with the fruit of their followers producing similar behaviour.
(From www.revivalschool.com.)
Some Further Reading From Midnight Ministries
A Message To The Charismatic Church
(£2.00) God’s Church – Whose Authority? (£3.00). The Faith
Once Delivered (£1.00).
Apostasy In God’s Church!
(£2.00). Testing The Spirits (£6.00)
The Subtlety Of Pride
(£1.00). Meetings With Jesus (£2.00)
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